That being the ultimate statement in itself, one can almost agree that there needn't be anymore said. Understood- agreed- moving on.
What is unique about 2009 is that it not only brought us together in new ideals, but- it also brought us together in struggle, hardship and pure unadulterated love. You see- now- in all our hardships and strife- we have learned to love better, give without material undertone and value what is most important in our lives- and that is family and friendship.
I have certainly had my share this year of what Id like to call "filtering". The Universe had been working long and hard on steering my direction to LA, a new job, a new home and new friends. At one point I really felt as if I was on newness overload. Consumed by my need to be in control I fought it every step of the way.
"Why this- Why that" I would constantly question my being, my presence and my contribution. What I failed to understand is that- its all part of the greater picture. The master plan so to speak. Through death comes life. Like a caterpillar creating its shell and then blossoming into a beautiful butterfly- my journey was just beginning.
The funny thing about struggle is it becomes a bittersweet challenge. For me, I am not built to fail. Every time I felt like I couldn't do it anymore and I wanted to retreat back home- there was the this sense of adrenaline that took over and forced me to go on. I know inherently that I am going to be somebody and to stop now, would be the ultimate tragedy.
So- with all the lessons learned, the challenge ahead is simple: rebirth- reinvention-rebuild- re re re....
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