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Friday, February 26, 2010

Welcome to Hollywood...Again

Well Its hard to believe that it has nearly been a year since this young man packed his bags and left Orange County. In that one year so much has changed. A metamorphasis of many sorts. Strength where there was once weakness, direction replacing indecisiveness and best of all - a better understanding of who I really am.

After a short stint of living in West Hollywood, attempting to reclaim my connection with my fellow gay men, I found myself unsatisfied with that decision. By sheer force of the universe, and a crackhead roommate (literally) - I was forced to find something all on my own. For the first time in my life I live by myself with nobody but myself to answer to or be accountable for. Its an amazing feeling.

For most of my life I felt the need to surround myself with friends, roommates or lovers. I have never been afraid to live by myself- but just never felt the need. I think that after all the craziness in my life- work, relationships, etc. - living by myself is helping me regain my identity- and discover things I never knew about myself.

One thing is for certain- I am certainly glad I am back in Hollywood proper. Being with the boys in WeHo was fun and all- but there is more to discover and be entertained by here... and they have the most amazing Farmers Market too!!!

Well- sorry its been a hot minute- but lots of stories to come, I promise.

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